ain't got powers to get it off my lips

i was blog-hopping when i came across to Fada's blog. the song that she has on her blog though it's just the tune, not with the lyrics, brings back the memory of joyful and him.

i can feel tears are starting to well up in my eyes but i blinked back those tears. i'm just missing him alot alot alot. when i say alot, i really mean ALOT.

i've been thinking and dreaming about him for weeks. i just can't stop thinking about him. i'm incapable to get rid of him outta my mind.

oh damn. i'm fcukingly missing him alot. it's just the miss. not the love or anything like that. must be specific la walao.


but most of all, i miss his sexiness. =P



there's pretty much i wanted to talk about in my blog. i didn't manage to get hold of the computer since the March holidays though i can use it for all i want coz bro is now serving his NS.

life's been pretty hectic. so much things to do, so little time. pretty much of the ups rather than the downs. i'm feeling high almost every moment even when i was sick.

oh yeah, last week was kinda a disaster for me. eversince i was 13, i didn't really have fever, as in high fever. it's always the normal slight fever which would go off a few hours later after swallowing a dose of paracetamol. i woke up in the middle of the night, feeling extreme hotness on my face and thirst. i wanted to go back to sleep but i couldn't endure it. i took the thermometer and my degree was almost 40Degree. apparently shocked, i must say.

the dealing with stomach cramps and heartburn weren't a nice experience okay. i'm feeling prickling, poking and squeezing pains somewhere near my heart and i have yet to Google later about it. i was told to do the ECG. it's just some stickers pasted on your chest, arms and legs so the machine can read your heart rate. sort of like that.





yes i know you must be happy now that it looks like i'm dying, sort of. hmpff.


last year was neurologist and dermatologist at NUH; this year's cardiologist at KKH. wthhh?!??!

really, i hate missing school and events and CCAs and gossips and camwhoring. damn bloody asshole.



alright, homeworks awaiting!!! and i still want to catch the late night midnight movie on teevee!

have a great week ahead! (=



xoxo,
hanisyra.