i've finally moved to a new blog after using that old blog for approximately 2 years. you might be pondering why i move, right? well i think the old blog's link seemed to sound a lil melancholy, depressed and whatever you might think of.

i don't like it because my life now seems to be more colourful. i don't want the link to sound melancholy which people might associate it with my life. yes, my life then was totally sucked. often i was under so-called depression and i used to have suicidal thoughts as my life wasn't meaningful. in fact i agree with you that i sounded really stupid and childish then. however, now, i think i've changed. i managed to take control over my life and think positively and maturely. always look on the bright side, as they say. i am more committed to the things that i'm doing rather than seeking attention or going boy-craze or bitching around.

some people might have noticed this drastic change in me, in myself. some are glad but some are not. for instance, Syahirah. i think she hates me now because i always point out negative things about her attitude and behaviour etc. well you see, i'm changing to be a better person, the best i could be. but if you can't accept it, too bad i'm sorry but that's the way i'm going to live my life for now. but maybe if you would like to point out something that is really un-okay about me, you may want to e-mail me or drop a comment? i look forward to it. (=


so today is the first day of the third month, which is like duh, March. just so perfect to start a new entry on a new blog. how wonderful!


i'm basically not going to talk much about my life in this entry. maybe the next entry or so.


alright, i could feel the tension of my cheek muscles. i think it's because i laughed too much today. blame it all on Valerie, haha! yesterday was quite stressful as i had to sit for 3 tests subsequently after recess. Social Studies, Principles of Accounts and Chemistry. well, not for today. i was so free like a bird. there were no teachers for ALL the lessons today (well only for Food and Nutrition); mother tongue, physical education, homeroom, accounts and english. ahh, so syiok sia if everyday like this, haha!


as i had nothing better to do (and as you know i'm not exactly the type of person who can be self-occupied), i took this oppurtunity to interact with my classmates. seriously speaking, i've never done this ever since i stepped into 3M2. now i have much better understanding of my classmates and i hope this can last forever. (or is it just because i became Mrs Santa Claus today, giving away popsicles to everyone as a VERY BELATED VALENTINES presents, that everyone is showing some gratitude to me? hahaha!) There are some things i need to change about myself when being with my classmates. things like i should speak less English and more on Malay instead; be a laid-back person instead of being too formal, too well-mannered; talk less about political issues or current affairs etc.


yesterday during Math class, Farah, Aminah and me made some confessions with a witness, Fada. it's really sweet and touchy of them because their comments had somehow transformed me to be a better person and also a way for me to adapt to the new environment. as what my form teacher had mentioned, our class is one of the most encouraging and supportive classes. i really agree with that. everyone in my class plays an important role in everyone's lives despite the fact that majority of the class population are Malays. there are only 9 Chinese students in my class of which the total strength is 36. and and and everyone in my class adds colours to my life, really. (=


i like everyone in my class and i wish to know them better. =D




by the way, my knees went soft and my legs were shaky during Malay class. think thoroughly. (= hint hint!






my class, 3M2, with 3M1 during the Secondary 3 camp at Changi.
see, how united we were with the loving and hot hot hot instructors (not to mention Rio!).






i found out something about one of my classmate today. here how it goes...


"you know, my parents told me when i was little i used to pick the ants crawling on the floor and put them inside my mouth."
... and Huda and me was like, laughing our asses off!!!